Did you hide yourself away? I can’t see you anymore, did you eclipse another day?

A post in bullet points because I don’t have the function to form sentences without losing my shit yet. (This one not withstanding)

  • I’ve started reviewing again. Squee. Yay for libido come backs.
  • Pretty boy (formerly known here as Jason, but pretty boy just does him much more justice. Seriously. Sigh. ….Wait…where was I?) is contemplating a move to the US. I don’t mean like an hour over the border either. I mean the absolute opposite end of the country. Bah. It’s slowly peeling the skin from my person with the thought of him going. Good opportunities and all that put aside, I like him. I prefer him within groping distance.
  • I haven’t heard from C in months. He said he’d be around for me with everything going on. I’ve tried to contact him a lot. I’m pissed. As in, fuck you we’re no longer friends congratulations on fucking up like 14 years of friendship. Quite the fucking skill. Or I’ll just punch him in the throat when I see him next time and we’ll move on. It’s a toss up.
  • I am desperately wanting to go up and see the mountains again before fall hits. There’s just something about being up there that rests and resets me. Pagan roots and all that.
  • Once I Do the mountains thing I’ll give it a bit to see if it solves my issues. If not I’m making an appointment with my doctor to talk about some pills.
  • The above scares the shit out of me. I’ve watched people in my family be consumed and changed by these type of pills and that is not at all what I want but I am just out of options here.